It has been awhiiile since my last blog.

So, I have a question, why do people get so angry over the tiniest things? I am even guilty of this. I blow problems out of proportion, I create speed bumps for no apparent reason and I even let the littlest words eat at me. Why is any of this necessary? Life would go a whole hell of a lot smoother if we treated each situation rationally and actually thinking before acting. I can count numerous fights and arguments snowballing into a freaking avalanche because nobody thought of how their words were affecting one another. We should think every person’s intentions are for the best before assuming (to ASSUME= making an ASS OUT OF U AND ME) the worst. Cause once you throw that dagger and cut that deep there is no turning back. That avalanche will eventually fall on you.

Also, another question… What exactly is the point of talking behind another person’s back? Or making up lies or dramatizing the truth so you look better? I mean everyone does it. What do we get out of it? Do you want it to get back to them? Does it make you feel superior? Is it just the fact of letting the world know how much you don’t like that certain person? Is it to have a common interest with somebody? Honestly, why?

On to my next thought, how can a person you think you know so well turn into a person you never saw yourself being close with? I mean this happens all the time. It is just crazy to me that you think you know somebody then at the drop of a hat they are stabbing you in the back. Then you become a person they never knew because your guard is up.

Funny how that saying “There’s no need to miss someone from your past- There’s a reason they didn’t make it to your future” rings true. I look at the life and people around me and begin to believe there is a reason that it happened… even though that reason has nothing to do with now… it’s the reason everything is okay now… I could only imagine if we were still friends at this point how things would be going? God works in mysterious ways.

It’s time to move on. That is my final thought.

No more fighting, no more antagonizing each other, no more manipulation, no more apologies, no more caring.

It’s time to move on.

No more resentment, no more wanting, no more waiting, no more caring.

It’s time to move on.

No more remembering, no more watching, no more caring.

It’s time to move on.

No more wishing and listening, no more caring.

IT IS TIME TO MOVE ON.

NO MORE CARING.

I am not allowing these belittling things get to me anymore. I know who I am and the people in my life that matter know who I am. I feel sorry for you that you screwed it up. Sorry, that you couldn’t get over the small things and grow up.

“Hanging onto resentment is letting someone you despise live rent-free in your head.” –Ann Landers

I am letting go of all the hurtful things you say, and do. I am letting go. You are forgiven but I am no longer naïve to the way you are. You, will not hear from me and if anything you do hear of me please don’t take it as “out to get you” my life will not be wasted on such petty people anymore. I have entirely too much to live happy for. Thanks.

Watch Carrie Underwood- Wasted. 

http://youtu.be/paMzF1lnwGg